Say It.

Take all of your wasted honor

Every little past frustration

Take all of your so-called problems

Better put them in quotations

Say what you need to say…

Walking like a one man army

Fighting with the shadows in your head

Living out the same old moment

Knowing you’d be better off instead

If you could only

Say what you need to say…

Have no fear for giving in

Have no fear for giving over

You better know that in the end

It’s better to say too much

Than never to say what you need to say again

Even if your hands are shaking

And your faith is broken

Even as the eyes are closing

Do it with a heart wide open…

Say what you need to say.

- John Mayer

Keeping it to yourself won’t do anyone any good.

Ohizashiburi!!!

It’s been so long. I haven’t updated my blog in months and I feel terrible, but I couldn’t bring myself to write anything.

It’s past 2 in the morning and I’m at Hannah’s house with Hannah and Dani. We just ate a lot of McDonald’s and are waiting for the full feeling to go away.

 

I’m off to college next Monday! I’m actually excited now, unlike a month ago. I think it’s because I’ve signed up for my classes and have my schedule already. It’s funny how I’m classmates with Hannah in all my classes except for PE and Math. We would’ve been classmates for math too, but we realized just a while ago that I was put in the basic math class. Which I think is because I had a low score in the math portion of the ACET, so yeah. Sucks, because that means I’m having summer class this year. Booooo. I hope I get moved up or something.

So that’s college news.

On Nihongo news, I was offered a tutoring opportunity today. My mom’s employee’s friend needs a tutor because she’s going to Japan in August, and they asked me, which is so awesome because I’ve been looking for a source of income for forever, and this was so well-timed. It’s cool, thank God for this. I hope it works out well. I’m not entirely confident in my ability to teach someone Nihongo, though Sensei thinks I can do it. But I need to prepare. Exciting, that.

 

I’m getting sleepy now, and I can’t write properly anymore. More decent entries coming soon, I promise. I’m going to write about college. And stuff. More often from now on. And I’m planning to finally start my Nihongo blog. I hope.  I really hope. No. I will. Okay.